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The Celle Seminars – Page 36

loosen up and forget herself, to forget the mental interference. It was not possible to set her at ease, which I could understand. What information did I manage to obtain from her? We’ll go through this together. We have her first traumatic experience: the complications at birth with the umbilical cord. This traumatic experience must have had an effect on the person’s constitution. I am not in a position to say how deep this effect might have been on the brain or on the entire organism. I don’t know if anybody can really determine the depth of such traumatic experiences. But it is a fact that this was a traumatic experience for her, there can be no question about that. Nevertheless, this is only one aspect of the case. If this fact fits in with the other points that may arise in the course of analysis, then we’ll take it into further consideration. If, however, we find that it does not fit, then we may decide to forget about it. For example, we may forget about it because either the remedy, for instance Carbo vegetabilis, does not fit in with the rest of the case, or because we do not know whether or not, given the pathology we see here, the remedy we finally choose will be suitable for such a traumatic event.
The second thing we hear is that when she was three years old she felt totally abandoned by her parents. The first traumatic experi-ence is something independent of the person; it was something that just happened mechanically. However, the second traumatic experience can help describe the type of the person she is. Not every child will become so sick when they are abandoned, but she did, and to such an extent that the doctor insisted she be sent back to her parents immediately. The child was seriously ill. The child felt, very acutely, the feeling of having been abandoned. Where would you go in the repertory to find the correct remedy?(A.4): Forsaken.
(G.V.): Forsaken, feels Forsaken. In the repertory, the feeling of abandonment is expressed as Forsaken. Do you get the idea? You see, I am trying to understand this person. As a child, she had a great fear of being abandoned, and she is excitable. Can this be an Ignatia case? I see that she perspires in the face. Perhaps you