(G.V.): Do they break easily?
(F.P.): No, but they are soft.
(G.V.): Do you bite your nails?
(F.P.): No, but during childhood I used to bite them a lot.
(G.V.): Did you ever have any skin eruptions or warts?
(F.P.): Yes, I have had warts on my palms and still have one on one finger. I have had skin eruptions for the last ten years, I think. Every spring there is a little itchy spot on my chest. As a child one summer I had a very big vesicle; the doctor said it was an allergic reaction to grass, but I don’t know. And last autumn I had cat fleas. (G.V.): Do you like cats?
(F.P.): Not anymore. The cat went away.
(G.V.): But you are not afraid of cats?
(F.P.): Not anymore, in the past I was afraid of them. I am afraid of big animals in general.
(G.V.): Like cows, horses?
(F.P.): Not afraid, but I respect them.
(G. V.): So that they don’t charge against you? Are you afraid of dogs?
(F.P.): Afraid is too strong a word. I keep myself at a distance.(G.V.): Can you look down from high places?
(F.P.): It’s not good for me.
(G. V.): Do you have a kind of vertigo?
(F.P.): Yes, and a kind of strange feeling in the stomach.
(G.V.): When you go into the states where you are depressed, how do you feel then?
(F.P.): In that condition it wouldn’t matter to me if I died. I’d just let myself fall into a hole. I feel like Good Friday and Easter Sun-day. I feel that I will learn something, will experience something. (G.V.): By dying?
(F.P.): No, through depression. Now I’ve come to a point where I like my depressions.
(G.V.): Do you have any fears about people?
(F.P.): I think so.