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The Celle Seminars – Page 308

(F.P.): Yes.
(G.V.): Do you still think that your parents are very critical? (F.P.): Yes, my father is very restrained about it, but he is still quite emphatic, it is still very noticeable. My mother died four-and-a-half years ago.
(G.V.): Were you emotionally attached to your mother?
(F.P.): I think so.
(G.V.): Did it affect you greatly when she died? Did you suffer, cry a lot?
(F.P.): Only when I was alone, (laughs) But I don’t think I have problems any more about my mother.
(G.V.): When your relatives came to visit you, was it as if they had come just to criticize you?
(F.P.): No.
(G.V.): Why did you feel so pressured?
(F.P.): I always feel like that.
(G.V.): With your father?
(F.P.): With my family, especially with my father.
(G.V.): You feel under pressure?
(F.P.): I feel uptight, all keyed up.
(G.V.): As if you have to protect yourself all the time?
(F.P.): Yes.
(G.V.): From criticism or from what?
(F.P.): Sometimes I feel like that about everyone, not only my father.(G.V.): Did you ever take Ignatia?
(F.P.): Yes, in an acute state before my mother died, during my divorce. It acted very well.
(G.V.): You cannot stand criticism?
(F.P.): People say that about me.
(G.V.): Can you give us some indication of your personality, of your character?
(F.P.): My husband told me during the first few weeks of our relationship that I am an extreme person, that I go from one extreme to the other.
(G.V.): What did he mean by that?