powerful. The way she handles her relationship shows that she is not weak.
(A.28): She also diagnosed her own illness.
(G.V.): Yes, she faces things directly: “I am sick and I have can-cer.” She is the first one to diagnose it. She also faced the situation with her boyfriend very directly: “If he behaves like that, most probably he is not interested in me anymore.” She is not someone who, in spite of being so sensitive, avoids things. So, where do I see her sensitivity? In her aversion to violence. All these thoughts make me think of Silicea, Pulsatilla, Medorrhinum and Phospho-rus; and as you saw, I was inquiring into Carcinosinum.
I’ve seen this type of hypersensitivity in one remedy in particular, a remedy that can explode with violence, but has a fear of violence at the same time. It is a remedy in which the lymph node, were it to explode – a sudden explosion, just like the colitis – becomes plum-size in just ten days. This remedy takes into account the disturbed, restless psyche, and the outbreak of disease, even after taking antibiotics. I look at the computer and it does not give me the answer! It says Pulsatilla, (laughs) Forget it! The problem with Pulsatilla is worse cold. Wouldn’t it be nice just to combine the two? Pulsatilla because she has the fears, and Silicea because she is cold, which would equal Pulsatilla silicata! (laughter) That child, who was afraid of the dark and ran to her parents, has become the woman we see here. So, despite all these tempta-tions, there is one remedy which I feel is most correct for this case: Stramonium. General disappointment? (laughter)
I want to comment here on something. As someone else pointed out, is this the right moment for a new prescription? This is a question that we also have to consider, because at the moment things are being suppressed by chemotherapy and radiation. If we prescribe at this moment, we may run the risk of setting off a reaction that would be difficult to assess. How much is actu-ally attributable to the remedy itself? How much is the result of radiation and chemotherapy? On what grounds should we assess whether the remedy has acted or not, when she is not actually