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The Celle Seminars – Page 279

to a person who does not understand you. Supersensitivity. She also looked at me as though she expected something. It was very strange for me having her look at me so directly.
(A.20): You explained supersensitivity in your Essences on Natrum muriaticum. Compared to what you wrote, she shows an enormous vulnerability. The anticipation of situations.
(G.V.): Just a moment. We may mean any one of several differ-ent levels of perceptions when we use the word vulnerability. For example, it could be an anticipatory vulnerability, like she showed, or it could be more relaxed. Natrum muriaticum will stand back and put up barriers; it has a very strong internal reac-tion of, “Don’t ridicule me because I am very vulnerable!” But this is something that you would usually perceive as an internal aggression, not as a relaxed state. She has more the sort of vul-nerability that one sees in a person who is willing to give himself up for someone else. You’ve all been in love at sometime or another, and perhaps you have given yourselves up completely to that particular person; then you are very vulnerable, but not closed. When we talk about Natrutn muriaticum, we say that it is vulnerable and closed. I saw here a vulnerability and an openness similar to that of a child who does not know how to protect or express himself. Like a child, she just looks at you, even though she cannot communicate. This is another type of sensitivity, similar to nonverbal communication with children. A child can be very open, but if you were to suddenly slap him, he would go into a tremendous state of shock. You would not see this with Natrum muriaticum because it expects to get a slap any minute. You won’t often see an open, giving Natrum muri-aticum. When I say open, what I mean is an emotional openness and a communicative nature. Our patient did not show the type of closed-off-ness that you’d expect with Natrum muriaticum: she did not frown, nor did she seem to be thinking about hidden thoughts, or to be feeling buried inside.
(A.21): I still think the remedy is Carcinosinum. First, Car-cinosinum also has an aversion to fat and fatty meat. Second,