been for him, I would have killed myself, at least I think so. All this coincides with the start of my migraines. The headaches didn’t start at once, but rather developed over a period of a few months. I had to change work, houses, my entire life changed. I even had to look for a new doctor (laughs)
(G.V.): So, when he left you, you wanted to kill yourself but you didn’t, only because of your son, is that right?
(F.P.): Yes, I think so.
(G.V.): Was there a great internal conflict around the question of suicide?
(F.P.): No.
(G.V.): Just some thoughts?
(F.P.): Yes, but only for a very short time.
(G.V.): What did you do during the depression? Did you cry? (F.P.): Yes, I cried and I wrote the story of all that had happened in a book.
(G.V.): And did you publish the book?
(F.P.): No! It was only for me, as a relief.
(G.V.): Do you eat a lot of salt?
(F.P.): No, very little.
(G.V.): You don’t like salt?
(F.P.): I do, yes, but I.
(G.V.): Do you eat fruit, do you like fruit?
(F.P.): Yes. But I don’t like milk. I haven’t liked it since I was two years old.
(G.V.): Do you eat some things that contain milk?
(F.P.): Yoghurt is okay.
(G.V.): Is there anything else that you don’t like?
(F.P.): Fat meat, like pork.
(G.V.): Do you like the sun? Do you sit out in the sun?
(F.P.): I like the sun very much, but since about two years ago I can no longer tolerate it. It’s terrible for me here because of the sun. I always have to wear a hat or I get a headache at once. After a short period of exposure to sunshine I get a headache and become weak. I used to like the sun, and besides, it’s the best thing for my skin.