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The Bern Seminars – Page 55

could not grow up; but I am sure you will get better and better every day after that. You went through a big crisis, I understand that, and your mother is worrying more than she should about you , and you worry about her.
(F.P.): Am I going to be feeling up and down then? I just feel that I am going to lose it.
(G.V.): This is natural because you went through such a turmoil that you don’t know whether this is going to last, or if you are going to have a relapse. I say it is not only going to last, but it is going to get better and better and better.
(F.P.): And what about going off the birth control pills? I have five more days.
(G.V.): Don’t worry about that, we agreed that you should continue to take them, unless you feel strong enough to say: “Forget it!”

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(G.V.): Still she cannot give up taking the pills, even if she is not going to have sex with her husband, she feels that if she gives up the pill, she may become pregnant. This is the idea with Baryta carbonica, that they cannot really follow things logically. She is a grown woman, she knows how women get pregnant – not by giving up the pills – but still she cannot do it. At this stage I am sure that the remedy has acted, but you may feel more doubt-ful about the remedy’s effectiveness. What made me so certain about the action of the remedy is not what she said, but how she looked. The change in her look was so impressive that I felt the remedy had really acted deeply. I have no anxiety anymore, I told her she could come back at the end of the course, which was nineteen days later, I think, just to show the students that what I said about her doing well was true.
There are certain things besides her appearance which indicate that the remedy has acted, e.g. she grinds her teeth less. She admits that the anxiety level is definitely less, but still she is afraid that it may come back, which is only natural in all these anxiety states. These patients don’t believe that the anxiety is not going to come back;