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Bryonia person will also appear to have a lack of self-confidence when they do not feel well, and they cannot cope with others. Bryonia has an inherent desire to be liked by others but is not in a position to cope with a lot of people, they do not want people around, they prefer to be by themselves. Also, at an emotional level there is some sensitivity; it is not easily moved, it is not fluidic; so the contact they make with other people requires quite a lot of effort, They feel they will not be liked.by others if they are not in a good position ; in good health or cheer, but the effort to make that contact becomes more difficult when they feel unwell and that is where the lack of self-confidence comes from in Bryonia. Carbo vegetabilis is a peculiar remedy, it is very difficult to understand, and so is Causticum. China is also a nervous rem-edy, an irritable remedy. It is a remedy that is very sensitive and receives impressions that affect it quite a lot. This sensitivity makes China uncomfortable in surroundings where other people gather, or where China has to interact with other people, because it does not feel comfortable in dealing with and facing other people. You will see the same thing with the liver remedies. You will see that Lycopodium patients more or less suffer from the same lack of self-confidence, and this is usually revealed when they have to face an audience. This type of challenge requires tremendous effort for Lycopodium and makes them feel completely incompetent, and they lose completely their self-confidence. Often this loss of self-confidence will be exhibited in physical symptoms: They will have heart problems; burning in the stomach; a duodenal ulcer will immediately become painful; a tremendous bloatedness. Because Lycopodium wants to be on top of things – they want to be the big person – any situation that might threaten this self-image undermines their self-confidence. If, for example, Lycopodium does manage to face a crowd, once things go well – once they see that they have captured their audience – then their self-confidence returns. Silicea’s lacks of self-confidence might appear similar to that of Lycopodium, but it has a different foundation. Silicea will start