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The Bern Seminars – Page 185

a state in which the person feels like they are in a kind of a cloud. It is not exacdy a cloud, but rather a state in which they cannot find words to describe what is happening. This effort to describe what is happening, the slowness of the mind, is not a real ability to think, but rather a slowness in thinking, of perception and expression; so that Alumina appears to be mentally deficient even though they are not. Alumina simply needs time and space to think. If you tell an Alumina: “Get up quickly, we are leaving in five minutes, we are going to catch the plane,” they become paralyzed: “I can’t do anything in five minutes! Why didn’t you tell me before?!” Alumina is just not capable of speeding up. Out of this inability a feeling of not being able to cope with the world and not being able to catch up with things arises. But let an Alumina patient go to the university and take their time to studying, they will comprehend; slowly, but they will compre-hend eventually, and they will remember. In comparison, Baryta carbonica will not remember what they learned yesterday, no matter how many times they have repeated the lesson. Baryta carbonica will not remember words necessary to express what they are thinking, it is like a mental vacuum. In Alumina you don’t have that; the memory is good, they can remember, but are slow in comprehending, slow in expressing – a kind of slowness that slows down everything, dries up the indivudal, slows donw the functions, This can be expressed in being constipated, which is really just a very slow action of the colon.
Did you see the lack of self-confidence in Calcarea carbonica? They often express a lack of self-confidence, but with Cal-carea carbonica it is not a big deal. It is a kind of insecurity. You saw that type of person in the case just before, he lacked self-confidence, but not as much as he used to before taking the remedy. Bryonia, what sort of a lack of self-confidence do you think Bryonia has?
(A.): Mostly money matters.
(G.V.): Yes, Bryonia is concerned that they may not be able to earn enough. These concerns will revolve around financial matters. The