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The Bern Seminars – Page 147

(M.P.): Well, the only thing – it’s difficult putting things down to causes – I used to tell the doctors the story that I am now going to tell you: I smoked marijuana one night, and became very affected by it, my heart was greatly affected by the marijuana. Lots of people tell me that this is a usual thing, but I’d had alcohol, and then I lay on my bed and my heart was racing and racing. All I can remember is that I had great fear with it and I thought that I was going to die, but I woke up in the morning. But a few months after that I did not feel well, I felt perhaps that might have been a cause. Other than that, in my life, I was having great difficulty knowing what to do with my life. I was working for my father, and I was not happy working for him. There was family pressure to work in the family business and I did not really want to do it; so that was happening as well.
(G.V.): Was there anything else?
(M.P.): Well, I had a difficulty with a girlfriend at the time. I’d been going with her for four years and she kept breaking the relationship off, and this used to send me into upsets. Finally I left her, I broke the relationship off. I needed to get away, I went to live in London.

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(G.V.): Once you hear that story, the causative factors are quite clear. The boy was under some kind of stress from his family, from his girlfriend, and then he goes and smokes marijuana and it sends him into another state of health. The marijuana acted as an exciting cause that tipped the balance of his health, changed the energy of his health within minutes, automatically, and then he started having all these problems. Now, in this case you are going to be differentiating between Cannabis indica – because Cannabis indica has tremendous anxiety about health, an anxi-ety which makes the person quite scattered and is focused on the loss of control. The fear of losing control is tremendous in Cannabis indica cases, and it is noted in our books as “fear of insanity.” Cannabis indica will not voice this fear very clearly,