On an emotional level it is similar. That means, Apis finds a
man, “grabs” this man, and thinks: “This man is mine now! I will
have him!” They are together for a while, and Doesn’t show
then the man starts having the first, then the jealousy in the
second, then the third affair outside of the beginning
relationship. Apis will observe certain signs in their partner, flirtatious behaviour for instance, and they will not say anything. However, the poison of jealousy will begin to consume them.
Apis individuals possess intense emotions which are not
easily expressed. They are people of passion and intensity,
especially in the sexual sphere, but they feel
Sexual passion.
awkward if they express these feelings. They do Difficulties in
not know how to express themselves. For this expressing their
reason, they keep their emotions hidden, and
the pressure of these pent-up emotions can create an extreme
sexual fervour.
At this stage they try to laugh and to look happy, even though they feel unhappy and miserable. In our texts it says: “Simulates hilarity while he feels wretched.” This is a great keynote for this remedy.
They do not want to show their misery, and, even more, they try to give the opposite impression – they pretend to be happy. In our texts we read “exaggerated joy.” It is a peculiar state bordering on hysteria or mental imbalance.
When they try to express their own emotions, they exhibit a clumsiness. They are “bumpy” with their expressions, finding it difficult to discuss their emotions in a smooth way. A natural and easy manner of self-expression is denied them.