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Materia Medica Viva Volume 1 – Page 231

person. He does not even wonder why he is not excited over these wonderful things, so decided is the state of indifference."
Periods of excitability and periods of indifference alternate for some time until sadness, depression, despondency take over and become more or less permanent. Accompanying this state is a feeling as though they were going insane, with desperation, and no desire to live. Loathing of life.
They have delusions, imaginations; he sees diabolical faces crowding in on him; he sees hideous faces. He has delusions that there is too much light in the room while falling asleep. When going to sleep she sees herself doing things and has other visions also. He has visions on waking, sees windows full of people, strange lights etc, and the visions frighten him.
Once in a state of depression, Ambra grisea sits wrapped up in deep, sad thoughts and takes no notice of his environment; he broods over past experiences: incidents that took place long ago are continued as vivid reality. Disagreeable things from the past force themselves onto his mind. He cannot get over old events where he was hurt, and his mind comes back to them again and again to be tormented. Similar to Natr-m. with the difference that Natrium actually enjoys delving into such painful experiences. "Haunted by persistent unpleasant subject". This dejection, this sadness sometimes give way to irritability, to vehemence, with quasi insane behaviour, cursing, with impulses to yell and strike out. In his rage Ambra Grisea has the fear that he may kill his child and feels he is going crazy. It is an alternating state that resembles manic depression.
To conclude this description of the mental/emotional picture, I would like to pass a remark concerning this remedy: almost all our Materia Medica’s stress the hysterical aspect of this remedy, which I have not experienced in the cases I have seen so far; the only aspects of this remedy which I have encountered are the ones described above. I mention this so as to remind the student to keep this information in mind, and apply it, when faced with the typical hysterical Ambra Grisea, which I have yet to encounter myself.

Generalities
This is a remedy for people who are primarily prematurely old, lean, emaciated, marasmic.