a result we see constant and long term masturbation with feelings of guilt.
In our modem society you will find that almost all these cases have already had several sessions with the psychiatrist, not to mention the psychologist. Actually in the end they may become psychologists themselves. Such is the psychological torment they undergo in their social life. It was with one such woman psychologist for whom we were not able to find the correct remedy, since she gave no symptoms, no reason for her chronic colitis, that I investigated deeper and found this tremendous inhibition which put me on the right track. Even once she appeared to have overcome several of her problems of expression, she would intellectualise and mention only those symptoms that did not touch upon her real mental or emotional problems.
Ambra patients may have been people with a lot of confidence and a certain degree of egotism in the past, who, after a "failure" or the stress of an offending remark or the pressure of a business embarassment or the trial of a series of deaths of people on whom they relied, have changed, and gone to the opposite extreme; they start seriously questioning their mental abilities, they lose their confidence entirely, they lose their self esteem and their mind becomes almost paralysed with thoughts of their inability.
From this point onwards you will notice that they start to avoid meeting people; the mere idea of meeting a new person on a business appointment or socially sends them to pieces. Anticipating a meeting with people is torture for them. They feel they cannot make an effort to do any mental work; they become physically indolent, they feel weak, nervous, fidgety, aggravated by noises. They cannot fall asleep easily, they fall asleep quite late.
It takes on their part a tremendous effort to keep up a conversation, they actually do not feel their own self to be present at the moment of a conversation, they tremble, twitchings come to their face, a dreamy or a cloudy state overtakes them and any ideas they might have had seem to vanish. The rubric "aversion to conversation and aggravation from it" has to be understood in this context.
There is such difficulty in communicating with others at any level that the sight of people laughing creates an aversion to laughter, almost a disgust! This symptom cannot be understood, however, unless we perceive the whole picture of the remedy. Laughing is a free