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Materia Medica Viva Volume 1 – Page 221

Resting and warmth bring the greatest amelioration to Alumina silica, though they may desire the fresh air and may feel heat in the head. Any strong excitement or motion will aggravate their condition.
Alumina silica cases are closed in on themselves, year after year. They become more and more timid, introverted and reserved, and cannot face the challenges of life. They are very sensitive to criticism and easily offended but will not show it, attempting to hide it. They will suffer silently and deeply without making a strong point about their suffering. They have a desire for solitude, the presence of other people aggravates their symptomatology.
It is only if they are depressed, that they get some relief by telling some friend about their misery and depression. They don’t like crowds of people, preferring the company of one person only, and they are better when alone, like Sepia in some respects, especially in their energy.
These patients are critical, dissatisfied, never happy or content. It
seems as if they cannot enjoy the good things in life; they are displeased, dissatisfied with everything. They cannot tolerate contradiction and easily feel hurt and start weeping. They do not like to get into arguments as they know that if they get angry or upset this will cost them a lot, with more headaches, more constrictions, more cloudiness of the mind, more misery. They become morose, peevish, ill-humored.
With the decline of Alumina silica’s mental faculties, indecision sets in, due to the fact that they cannot think clearly. They develop aversion to work, they feel mentally fatigued, prostrated. If they force themselves to study or to do some mental work they are aggravated, and even develop symptoms from mental work.
Other mental symptoms are: dullness, difficulty of thinking and comprehension. Difficult concentration, worse in the morning on waking where they feel confused, as if the brain were congested and torpid. They are absent-minded and make mistakes in speaking and writing, using wrong words. Deficiency of ideas. Weakness of memory.
And in the midst of this mental confusion Alumina silica patients develop an anxiety as if they were guilty, as if they had committed some crime. They are constantly reproving themselves, even feeling remorseful. They may also develop a covert anxiety about their health, or an anxiety in the evening, at night and after sleep. Eventually they become fearful,