(G.V.): In between the attacks, do you behave normally? How do you feel now?
(F.P.): I’m a bit frightened. I’m a bit excited.
(G.V.): Are you afraid of the dark if you are in a dark room?(F.P.): Not under normal conditions.
(G.V.): Do you remember the crises, what happens during a crisis, or do you forget completely?
(F.P.): No, I don’t black out after an attack; some things I remember very clearly, and other things I can only remember if somebody reminds me of what went on. That is the most difficult part.(G.V.): It says here that you laugh inappropriately (now address-ing the daughter) How does your mother laugh? Can you repro-duce her laughter?
(Daughter): She laughs during her psychotic states.
(F.P.): I can describe the laughter myself. I remember it very well.(G.V.): What is it like?
(F.P.): In the first phase, in 1988, for the first time I found what was happening to me to be something helpful I found it was no longer a threat.. I attributed this to the therapy at the time. These were the same things that had happened before, but I saw them in a different light. I considered them helpful and therefore I was able to laugh about things.
(G.V.): Did you provoke laughter? Did you do it on purpose? (F.P.): Yes.
(G.V.): That’s what you think? (addressing husband) How does her laughter appear to you?
(H): I would say it’s more an ambivalent type of laughter. It’s a kind of laughter that you find difficult to describe. You can’t say if it a kind of relief laughter, or is she about to cry, because her voice tends to drop.
(D.): Right at the end, it was very difficult to distinguish between laughter and actual screaming. It was an indistinguishable HA, HA, HA sound.
(H.): Actually, this particular type of laughter occurred during her sleep-period. As my daughter has said, it was difficult to