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person. Perhaps this understanding, together with some general symptoms, might aid me in coming to a real understanding of the person. If I could manage to understand her enough to say, for instance, “This is a Phosphorus case because of these five symptoms,” then I might find a starting point which I could fol-low up on. Of course, this starting point would not be entirely ‘free’ because the medication she receives for her epilepsy could affect her psychological condition. Still, this route appeared to be the most free and the most deep in this particular case, and therefore, as you saw, I concentrated my investigation upon her character, upon her emotional-psychological make-up. We do not always or only prescribe according to mental and emotional symptoms. I’m very flexible in my interrogation. I will gather and evaluate any information I can, never mind where it comes from. If it happens to stem from the person’s mental-emotional make-up, all the better. If I cannot get this sort of information, then I will go with what I can find out about the seizures and attacks along with details about local symptoms. I will explore anything possible. In this case, the only area that I could rely on was the person’s inner state, her mental-emotional structure. Which remedy does this call to mind? Excitable remedies? There are a lot of excitable remedies; this idea alone is not enough to base a prescription on. I could see that she was uneasy. She must have had quite strong palpitations. When I asked her she said, “Yes, I’ve had some palpitations.”
She had them because the situation was very bad. Investigat-ing a patient’s history under these conditions is the worst thing you can do. Altogether there were ten people in the room, with technicians, translators, and everyone else. In the midst of all these people I had to try and understand this person in depth; this was the most difficult aspect of the case. In order to awaken feelings of trust and understanding, you must be able to talk one-to-one with your patient. Therefore it was not surprising that she resisted opening up during the interview, that she revealed as little as possible. Never mind how much I tried to make her