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The Celle Seminars – Page 17

describe it: Usually, when we have a state in which Sepia feels better when alone, we have a Sepia who is basically exhausted – she is very tired and has no life energy. It is very interesting to see what happens when you provoke Sepia – make her react – in this state: if you make her do something to exert herself, she becomes irritable. Do you see how defense mechanisms are at work here? Sepia has no energy, and so she says to herself, “I can’t deal!” If you force her to deal, then she will exhibit irritabil-ity. Still, this does not explain what is going on inside her. Why exactly is she exhausted? There may be many different reasons. For example, perhaps she has liver trouble, or her stomach is upset. These reasons alone cannot explain the entire situation because they themselves are not the real, underlying causes. The patient is exhausted because she is Sepia and not because she has a stomach problem. Many other remedies are accompanied by severe stomach pains and still display a lot of energy. Argentum nitricum, for example, is always very vital despite pain. Sulphur can also show a lot of energy, especially if you stimulate her mentally. But if you try to rouse her, Sepia will become irritable inside. This is a defensive mechanism which prevents Sepia from exerting herself. Inside, Sepia is exhausted and indiffer-ent because there are no internal emotions. Why is she better when alone? In order to communicate, you need emotions, but in Sepia these emotions are not produced. Furthermore, you need positive emotions for communication because negative emo-tions obstruct rather than encourage communication. However, Sepia is not capable of positive emotions. When Sepia is with someone and she notices a lack of interest being shown in her direction, her desire for communication begins to diminish until eventually there is no communication at all. A feeling of being held down sets in, and then Sepia feels forced to make an effort. All this is stored up inside Sepia and is very painful. Finally, Sepia may say to herself, “To hell with everybody! I’ll go and lie on my bed with a book, and be by myself!” That is how she comes to the point where she says, “It’s better to be alone.” The