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The Celle Seminars – Page 136

I was always hungry, and I guess because I ate so much I had such an abundance of stool. (Therapist): He has taken a lot of drugs. For example, he’s taken six acid trips. This had a very special meaning for him, going into another world, things like that. (G.V.): Going into another world?
(Therapist): Yes, it was very essential for him.
(M.P.): I just wanted the experience, so I tested some different drugs. The drug that impressed me the most was acid.
(G.V.): Acid? You mean LSD?
(M.P.): Yes. The other drugs were not that interesting. But I don’t think that it was such an important thing in my life; it only impressed me as an experience.
(Therapist): Shortly before his leukemia was diagnosed he had bronchitis, which was treated with Penicillin. He has mycosis on his feet, specifically on the toes, under the axilla, and in the inguinal region, which has lasted years. He was treated for it with a very strong soap used for washing clothes, a detergent rec-ommended by dermatologists. All the women in his family have white spots on their skin . Together with this enormous appetite came a very strong desire for sweets. He wasn’t very thirsty then, but his thirst increased during his macrobiotic phase.
(M.P.): I stopped eating sweets altogether. If you want an experi-ence, try cutting out sugar for awhile; when you eat some later on, it acts like a drug on you.
(Therapist): He did not finish school, he only completed middle school. I think both his parents are teachers. He has worked at almost every conceivable job until he started to study theater. He said earlier that he hated his parents, but that he had a very good relationship with his grandfather.
(M.P.): I think that’s exaggerating things a little bit. I didn’t have such a hot relationship with my grandfather.
(Therapist): You have to be honest. Before he was told that he had leukemia, he adopted his grandfather’s name. He also put his grandfather’s funeral cross in his room along with a picture that he took of himself, which he set alongside the cross.