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The Celle Seminars – Page 130

you remember, when I asked if music helped his headaches, he said that it didn’t make his headaches better but it did make him happier. Here again, we have an element of Aurum; so, it would be good to keep this remedy in mind since it has been confirmed from the very beginning of the interrogation. I also asked him how he feels about the world, and in this way I was trying to provoke him into talking about life. The Aurum person would be apt to say, “This is not a life, it would be better if I took the next step.” Aurum, as I have told you many times, does not admit readily that he wants to commit suicide, because a person who openly admits the desire to commit suicide is often not taken seriously. But a person who says, “Well…”, is a person who is more likely capable of actually committing suicide.
Looking at him again closely on the video, you can see that he is considering something. When asked about suicide he admits having thought about it, but not very strongly. Still, this is not enough to keep you from ruling out Aurum. Perhaps this desire is not expressed as strongly as you would suspect with Aurum; then you would need stronger confirmation before giving Aurum. Here it is not a matter of whether they admit to really wanting to kill themselves or not but rather the seriousness with which these patients consider suicide. It is important to see the effect of these thoughts on a patient. With Aurum patients, thoughts of suicide can act as a relief. Our patient didn’t say this, but the idea is there. What else do we see? First of all, we see an aggravation during the night and loss of hair after Sulphur; both of these things are syphilitic phenomena. Open your repertories to remedies that strongly influence hair and hair loss. What you’ll see is precisely this remedy, Aurum. However, we did not see one typical Aurum symptom: amelioration in the evening, from sunset to 9:00 or 10:00 p.m. Despite a lack of confirmation for this one symptom, all the other indications in this case point to a sensitive organism with many of the specific problems presented in Aurum. What about Sulphur? He felt best under Sulphur. Could this be a case of Aurum Sulphuratum, as was suggested before?