(M.P.); Well, I wouldn’t say that I was really happy, but there was a time, around 1982, when I was being treated with Sulphur M. At that time I was able to come out of myself a little bit and work. I felt that I had something to put into my studies with the objective of being successful.
(G.V.): Do you consider yourself to be an ambitious, achieve-ment-orientated person?
(M.P.): Well, I’m ambitious in the sense that when I set myself an objective, I will pursue it adamantly. I don’t really set unattain-able objectives for myself; I think I can say that I don’t waste my time pursuing the unattainable.
(G.V.): Don’t you have any happy memories from your child-hood? Weren’t you happy as a child?
(M.P.): I feel that my ability to be happy was subdued. I feel like I was left behind. There was always someone there exhorting me to make an effort, like in school for example. And the respect that was demanded I show teachers was far too great, as if they knew what was best or right for me.
(G.V.): Were you resentful?
(M.P.): I think so, It takes me a long time before I have processed something inside, overcome something inside.
(G.V.): How are your relationships with other people?
(M.P.): I don’t talk to anyone. I really don’t maintain any contact with other people.
(G.V.): Do you live by yourself? Do you feel better staying at home alone?
(M.P.): It’s a burden for me to be with other people, not here but in general. I don’t feel like talking to people now. I wish I were different. I’d love to be a person who can go to a bar and drink a beer with somebody (although I don’t like beer), but I can’t do it, I can’t bear it. I don’t want to do that now because I feel that the demand to interact with people is something of an imposition on me. I know that when I go shopping I’ll have to ask people for things because it serves a purpose – 50 grams of cheese or four slices of sausage – but any other interaction with people I