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The Celle Seminars – Page 115

(G.V.): Do you have brothers or sisters?
(M.P.): A younger sister.
(Therapist): His sister also had problems, but she’s doing better now.(G.V.): How was your childhood?
(M.P.): I wasn’t allowed to contradict my mother, and if I did contradict her, she would talk to me until I had admitted that I was wrong, although I really didn’t see that I was wrong. My father was more tolerant. He left me a little more freedom.
(Therapist): His parents are both architects. His mother is very dominant.
(G.V.): A very dominant woman?
(M.P.): She’s very easily insulted, easily hurt personally, doesn’t like criticism.
(G.V.): Do you often criticize people?
(M.P.): I would say. no. I prefer to provoke a discussion. When there’s a discussion, it should be just for the sake of getting to the truth. I don’t say things just for the sake of talking to people or having a discussion. This must have something to do with my restlessness; I sort of feel pushed, and maybe that has something to do with the need for discussion. It must be some sort of valve, discussion.
(G.V.): When you say that you feel pushed, do you mean that you are in a constant hurry all the time to get things done? What exactly do you mean?
(M.P.): I feel that I must clarify something. I must find some truths by which to guide my life. I can’t just simply go on living. I constantly need to search for some truths, and I need to do something about it all the time.
(G.V.): Are you looking for values to believe in?
(M.P.): Above all, I’m looking for values that are irrefutable. My mother only made concessions if I was actually in a position to prove she was wrong.
(G.V.): Do you remember a period in your life when you were happy?