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The Bern Seminars – Page 41

remedy? If you could, you would see through her eyes things going on in her head; her thoughts- they are the thoughts of a child. These thoughts come through her eyes.

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(G.V.): Do you have thoughts of suicide, things like that?
(F.P.): I have, but I realize that it is not the right thing to do. I just don’t know how I can keep going on like I am going on; that (suicide) is against my religion, I wouldn’t do that.

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(G.V.): You can see that she does not have suicidal thoughts. What you see is that of a frightened child, not knowing she will carry on.

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(G.V.): How is your memory?
(F.P.): Lately it hasn’t been very good, sometimes I forget things. It’s been like that since I took Lycopodium; it just seems that I don’t have a good memory.
(G.V.): When you went to school, was it easy for you to learn?(F.P.): It was difficult for me to learn.

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(G.V.): Why do I ask this question? You are probably thinking that I am just wasting my time, right? I am, in a way, but what I try to show or confirm, to myself, is whether the remedy that appears to be indicated now has been indicated all along. Is this a constitutional type? Is this acute anxiety presenting me a picture of a remedy that has been there all along, right through her life? This is the question I am trying to find out about and that I want to confirm. She has already given me some information about that, she says: “When I was a child I did not want to grow up.” She has been through psychoanalysis and she did feel better after it, because she eventually went to school. She managed to