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Materia Medica Viva Volume 3 – page 736

being upon whom they can rely is God. Having completely given up all connections with actual life, God becomes their only recourse, their only source of hope; nothing else matters. This conclusion is not a derivative of logical thought, but rather of instinctual impulse, a desperate final impulse to survive.
They begin to pray with their mind, not with their heart: "God help me! God help me!" they repeatedly plead in despair, sometimes voicing the words as if talking to themselves. Inside, their emotions remain totally frozen, hard, detached, as if they are composed of cold metal. Nothing moves; they are cold and immovable. During this earlier phase they do not pray for long periods of time, but as soon as their depression becomes deeper and more unbearable, they start to do so almost impulsively; then, as soon as they are out of this depth of depression they stop. This second group of patients, those who pray in the manner just described, although deriving some relief from such prayer, do not experience as much satisfaction or pleasure as the former group of patients. Their praying is far more desperate, their state of mental health very precarious.
The fear of heart disease
Here we must stress the tremendous fear of having heart disease, reaching states of panic. They are convinced that they are going to have a heart attack and will go from cardiologist to cardiologist again and again for a check up. The case looks similar to Kali-arsenicwn or Arsenicum. Aurum people during their anxiety like to have somebody near them, they also want reassurence from the doctor. But they will not tell anyone about their problem except the specialist, the psychiatrist or the homeopath, and only to the one they trust. And it takes a lot to give their trust.
The mind seems to be obsessed with the idea of there being something wrong with the heart. Reassurence from their doctor affects the patient for a short while, but immediately after that the mind goes back to the problem. Such a state can come after a deep disappointment in their work, from not been appreciated for what they have done; this disappointment, instead of creating in them a desire to fight, and to ask for their dues, takes the form of the phobia which torments them. These are the cases of phobia that will be lifted totally while they are taking an allopathic antidepressant drug, but of course the whole situation returns
as soon as they stop it. Actually it is a depression that is expressed through this fear.