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Materia Medica Viva Volume 3 – page 710

window, particularly if he is in a state of grief. He grows weary of life and tends to a suicidal disposition, particularly during perspiration. This state is characterized by sadness in the evening, or sadness from suppressed menses. But Aurum arsenicum will not have the tendency to commit suicide to the same degree as Aurum metallicum.
You will have to imagine a rather thin, wiry, anaemic individual, very restless and anxious expecially at night in bed, with a lot of mental excitement but without the warmth of positive emotions, of love and affection. You do not see the metallic emotional coldness of Aurum met. but rather a hardness of the emotions and sense of guilt. Sexually she or he is very active but soon his or her sexuality turns to deviations, she or he develops perverted desires. This sexuality is dominated by the mental faculties; thinking interferes with the sexual act; therefore the sexual relationship becomes one that gives only physical and not emotional pleasure. Romance and the erotic element are missing. Such individuals give the impression that they are totally detached in a relationship, that they are not emotionally committed, and they exhibit an indifference to others bordering on hardness. But all along they can perform sexually, even committing sexual excesses. This remedy is one that fits the kind of state which comes about after the practice of excessive sexual perversions; sexual excesses, or excessive masturbation produce mental symptoms.
Aurum arsenicum will suit a certain group of homosexuals, whose health has been undermined by repeated syphillitic infections. They are anaemic, they have an obstinate catarrh of the nose and hardening of the lymphatic glands; they suffer from guilt, they are perverted in their thinking and sexual practices. They are emotionally hardened and display a certain amount of malice.
The remedy is an example of a certain contemporary group of people with syphilitic ancestry, where the disease has left its mark upon the deepest recesses of the human organism. You will notice a kind of stubbornness in certain ideas or principles, a kind of perverted thinking that borders on fanaticism. Their out of the way thinking will perhaps lead them to mental abherrations or insanity, often taking a religious turn. Religious fanatics, health fanatics, political fanatics, and over-conscientious types who develop goitre and exophthalmus can be classed under this remedy.
This remedy makes the individual deviate from straight thinking. He plunges into little details, he is industrious but you feel as though