expression of emotions, so much so that the patient says nothing for years on end about a traumatic event that he experienced in the past.
What is interesting is that the patient hardly seems to remember the incident inspite of the emotional trauma’s impact on his life and health. It seems as if its effect penetrated straight to the subconscious mind and remained there, totally hidden from consciousness, but nonetheless producing a profound effect upon the health of the entire organism. The consequence of such a grievous experience is an eventual "withering" of the psyche; it is as if a senility of the emotional level were produced in which youthfulness and joy are lost, and subsequently replaced with unexpressiveness. The patient is unable to feel, to express or to share deep emotions. She trudges through her existence in an apparent state of confusion, especially concerning her emotions, where nothing is clear, nothing is perceived properly, where she herself does not know how she feels. It is amazing how this remedy withholds emotional expression while at the same time storing the hurt emotions in an encysted wound, a malignant abscess that, once open, will cause the patient to cry for days on end, sometimes not knowing why she is crying.
After the remedy has been prescribed, it is interesting to see in such cases how the enclosed emotions, which remained unexpressed and subconsciously painful for years, are poured out as tears with such intensity that one is reminded of a malignant tumor which is suddenly opened and pours forth an endless discharge. The observer may think that he has a perfect case of Pulsatilla in hand. But one should refrain from prescribing Pulsatilla in such cases; it is far preferable to wait, perhaps for even a month or two, before the daily crying completely drains the dark emotional abscess.
Unless we learn to evaluate correctly the development of a case and let it unfold by itself, without interference, we will never accomplish a real cure in difficult and complicated cases.
Actually, these patients may often display the mildness of Pulsatilla in their external conduct, while they manifest the emotional deadness of Natrum muriaticum or Phosphoric acid.
As you observe the face of Anthracinum and its lines of long suffering, you may be certain that these individuals will not tell you that they have ever experienced a deep traumatic event. It seems as if they themselves were not aware of the nature of the grief that overwhelmed them even as it occured. Perhaps their lack of awareness was the result