and feel great pride in their achievements. But then, frustration or grief becomes a factor. She tends to impose more tasks upon herself than her constitution can tolerate. She becomes over – strained to breaking point; then she encounters reversals, disappointments, or grieves that are common to everyone’s experience. In Ignatia, however, these frustrations conflict with her sensitive, idealistic, romantic nature.
The result of this conflict is an irrational, unpredictable, hysteri- cal state. Her initial reaction is one of irritability and impatience. Ignatia doesn’t easily show her true inner feelings and disappoint- ment; instead these feelings manifest outwardly as anger. When oth- ers fail to meet her lofty expectations, she bursts out suddenly with, Oh, stupid, you don’t understand! She is inwardly disappointed and angry at the world for failing her. After a while, since she is also disappointed with herself, she may withdraw, become moody, sulky and guilty. Eventually, the conflict between her idealism and frustrating reality brings about a crisis. She may experience disillusionment with her lover, or a co – worker may criticize her or fail to meet her expectations, or her supposedly perfect child may get into trouble in school. Whatever the final episode, it gener- ates in this already overwrought woman a kind of hysterical col- lapse. She may experience spasms in her body or a peculiar kind of mental or emotional spasm. It appears as if she is in shock. The blood seems to drain from her face. She becomes pale and lies on the couch taking deep, involuntary breaths. She may say illogi- cal or seemingly insane things such as threats or offensive remarks to loved ones or mumbling disjointed words or phrases. She seems unable to comprehend what others are saying to her. She is immune to sensible entreaty and is too caught up in her emotional state to respond to rationality.
In spite of this seeming paralysis of her outward behaviour, her mind is racing trying to explain her situation and this discrepancy between her idealistic notions of the world and the way it actually operates. Her mind is desperately trying to resolve the conflicts that drove her