the blood pressure is low, the pulse slow, and the mind dull and inactive. With over-stimulation, everything seems to function more efficiently, and he feels better in himself.
A peculiar characteristic of Helleborus which can be seen as the stupefaction develops is a desire to attain greatness, a desire to perform great deeds. You may see hints of this urge in patients suffering from its stupefaction. On the other hand, an element of guilt accompanies Helleborus because of the inability to think and to perform successfully.
Helleborus patients can progress to another state which is very difficult to describe. Inside themselves they feel as if they are ‘falling apart’, and associated with this feeling is an indescribable sense of foreboding that terrifies them. They are unable to explain what it is, but something, some event is coming which fills them with terror. This is not just a premonition of evil or a feeling that something bad will happen. It is a vague but tremendous dread which is agonising and terrifying.
They may say at this stage that they feel as if they don’t exist or as if they are dead; their intense stupefaction and isolation from the world of senses undermines their sense of identity. It is as if they are vanishing. They can not express what is happening to them; they don’t comprehend it, but it creates a tremendous anguish and terror. You will feel their terror communicated through their eyes; a terrible state to behold.
Their presence – their terror and confusion and anguished sighing – will impress upon you that you have before you a very progressed mental case, one which can break down at any moment. You may ask, “What has happened to you? How do you feel?” From their agonising suffering they may manage to say, “I don’t know who I am. I don’t understand.” “What don’t you understand?” But they can’t answer; they just sit looking terrified and uncomprehending.