body cannot handle it, and they will start showing symptoms of anxiety, fear, and depression. The depression will take the form of a subtle desire to commit suicide. They question the reason of their existence, and can progressively develop indifference to life, loathing of life, and finally, clinical depression.
From this sadness, confusion, and dissatisfaction, a passive impulse to jump from a high place can arise. Gelsemium is contained in the rubric, ‘impulse to jump from a height’ but this impulse is not as strong as that which occurs in Aurum or Argentum nitricum or Staphysagria, and it is quite different. A Gelsemium individual may find himself at a height – an apartment balcony, for instance – and then, in his weak, tired, confused state, the thought comes to his mind, ‘I want to jump!’. It is a passive thought which arises from the fatigue and confusion; the prospect of jumping offers a convenient way to avoid further exertion in life.
It is important to remember two characteristics of Gelsemium: an amelioration from urination and from weeping (tears). The outlets of urination and weeping afford a general amelioration to these patients. Sadness, anxiety, headaches and other pains, all may be relieved by urination. Weeping can have a similar beneficial effect.
Emotionally these people are quite timid, they have quite an aversion to being with other people, to being sociable, primarily because they lack enough energy to cope with others. They have no energy to face the requirements and responsibilities of life. This aversion to communicate and associate with others can reach such an extreme as to constitute cowardice to face a gathering, to face a court case, to take an examination.
Gelsemium’s incapacity to face not only the responsibilities of life but also the ordinary stresses of daily living, can reach the point that they may be unable to face even the simplest meetings with people, such as an ordinary, uneventful committee meeting; to participate in