Suicidal Depression and Irritability
The fears of Drosera may even produce a tendency to suicide;
And suicidal Drosera patients are exclusively attracted to water.
‘Anxiety, especially in the evening, about seven or eight o’clock, as if he was compelled to jump into the water in order to commit suicide by drowning; he was not driven to any other kind of suicide’. The anxiety is often coupled with a great restlessness and especially with profound sadness. ‘Extremely restless and sad mind’. But in most cases the centre of the fear is a worry about their own personal life, with the feeling that they are persecuted and cheated by everybody.
There is another form of the Drosera mental state; in these cases, not anxiety but great irritability is the prevailing feature. The patient has the feeling that everything happens only to spite him. If there is no pencil at its usual place by the telephone, if their usual shampoo is finished, all these things, so the patient feels, are directed personally against him. Yet in this case he does not have fear nor depressive states, but tremendous rage, a violence he is unable to explain afterwards, even to himself.
The Drosera Cough
The most frequent and well-known physical ailment of Drosera is, of course, the cough. It is often indicated in whooping-cough (pertussis) in small children if the symptoms agree, but also in spas- modic and paroxysmal cough in adults. The Drosera cough has a number of very characteristic peculiarities that distinguish it from other forms. One characteristic of the Drosera cough is the dyspnoea that is coupled with it. ‘Cough, the paroxysms of which follow each other so violently that he is scarcely able to get his breath’. There may be actual danger of suffocation, with blue discolouration, bloating of the face and protrusion of the eyes.