health. The whole mind then becomes occupied with such thoughts; they cannot think about anything or anyone else; they are the only ones that matter. For example, while he is in such a state, if the patient’s wife becomes ill with a severe acute disease, he will not even realise that she is in danger.
‘Feeling as though one cannot think outside of himself’; it is a thoroughly selfish attitude that does not allow these people to see the problems of others. A woman will entirely neglect her husband’s needs, but will not realise it at all, because she is so engrossed in her own problem. What matters is ‘Me, me, I am suffering all the time, I am going to get cancer or a serious disease’.
Then an anxiety develops as though something bad is going to happen, some kind of misfortune. This anxiety state is ameliorated on going out and walking in the fresh air. Patients can feel as though they are unable to breathe properly or deeply enough, as though they were suffocating and can do nothing to prevent it. They despair easily.
Croton patients are often sad, even gloomy and melancholy; ‘Sad mood, and not disposed to work’. ‘He has no desire to work, rather wants to stay idle than to undertake anything serious, or they like to go and dance rather than work mentally’. The mind is dull, confused and slow, and this state becomes worse after eating gluten products, such as bread, or drinking beer.
With regard to the digestive system, you should always think of Croton for patients who suffer with frequent ‘shot-like’ evacuation of the bowel, i.e. those that come out in a single gush. They feel strong urging; then suddenly the contents of the bowel shoot out in one squirt. The diarrhoea can be with or without pain, but after stool, sore pain in the anus often remains. Sometimes it is described as if a plug that had been stuck in the anus had just been pulled out.