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Materia Medica Viva Volume 1 – Page 127

visiting or even helping patients who are dying or very ill with severe disfiguring or horrifying conditions. Quite the contrary, Agaricus patients seem to be able to cope with horrible diseases and will even go to the home of a suffering person to help with his care. They display a peculiar sort of courage in such situations. Their fear is of “cancer” — its “finality,” not other diseases. They may visit an elderly dying person who has been abandoned by everyone else in a dirty disgusting enviroment or situation. They do not shirk such activities as bathing patients with foul ulcerations, changing soiled sheets, emptying bedpans, etc. Admittedly there is an idealistic element to such work, a desire to help and also an element of courage; however, there may be an ulterior motive involved. Agaricus patients may feel a certain desire to do “good deeds” as a means of achieving a form of insurance, so to speak, for the afterlife. The effort put forth in perfoming good deeds may be intended to counteract a vague superstitious fear of hell, a fear some of these patients may have
During the interview they may describe in a rather whining and disgusted tone these nursing experiences in elaborate detail. Though they feel disgust, their disgust does not hamper their almost infallible instinct for seeking out the most desperate terminal cancer patients; such cases seem to stimulate their anxieties and become the central focus of their thoughts. As soon as one case fades from their mind another case appears.
This preoccupation with death and disease has another facet, namely an absorption in morbid thoughts. The Agaricus mind easily turns to such topics as death, ghosts, tombs and graveyards. One may encounter a woman who has a “spooky” quality about her. While on vacation she may, upon seeing her hotel bed, become disturbed; something about the lighting or the bed’s position upsets her. “The bed looks like a tomb,” she states. Perhaps she may speak of ghosts or evil spirits as if they were familiar to her. At times the morbid quality can be expressed more subtly. For example, a patient who has been told that she has sinusitis with pus in the sinus may let her imagination lead her into thinking that she has something rotten in her sinus that is decomposing and stinking
Another aspect of this spookiness is that these patients possess a striking tendency for “out-of-the-body” experiences. In contradistinction to other remedies which also have this tendency and develop a tremendous fear of dying during the experience, Agaricus patients may actually enjoy these conditions and even try to provoke them. (Cannabis