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Materia Medica Viva Volume 1 – Page 125

nights thinking about the possibility of having cancer. The intensity of this fear can lead to the mistaken prescription of such remedies as Nitric acid, Arsenicum album, Phosphorus or Kali arsenicosum with little or no amelioration. The fear is so overwhelming that they feel that it may drive them mad. There is hardly any moment during the day or night that they do not think about this possibility. This extreme anxiety is usually triggered by very mild pains and will provoke the patients to complain in a very exaggerated fashion. They may have so trivial a complaint that the physician has difficulty understanding why they are making such a fuss about it. What is even more amazing is the fact that one may see Agaricus patients with a knowledge of medicine equivalent to that of a medical doctor who, despite their knowledge, will persistently pester the practitioner with anxious inquiries as to whether or not their symptoms suggest cancer. The symptom that they have may be so trivial that another person would not be bothered at all.
They complain with such unbelievable intensity that the physician is certain to comprehend how serious they believe their problem to be. They have already arrived at the conclusion, which they may or may not express, that their symptoms are the result of some form of cancer. Consequently, one may see a patient with but a mild case of lumbago, for example, who will sob pitifully, “You can’t know how much I’m suffering. Why am I in pain? Why does my back hurt? Why can’t any doctor find out what’s causing it? I just don’t want to live any longer!” During the interview they may cry and cry due to the anxiety they feel. Their fear of cancer causes them to weep even with the smallest amount of pain. These performances readily evoke the image of a “cry baby;” they are amazing displays designed to convey the patients’ certainty that their disease is serious as well as to make the physician feel responsible for them. These patients are not demanding of relief in the manner of Kali arsenicosum, Nitric acid, and Arsenicum album, rather they will tend to sob self-pityingly, often unable to voice their fear that they have cancer, but with an agony which is explicitly depicted in their face. At home Agaricus patients can make everyone’s life miserable because of their constant worrying, complaining and moaning. Often almost everyone in the immediate neighborhood is aware of an Agaricus patient’s suffering, so vocal is the complaining. One Agaricus woman put it succinctly, “I feel my husband has had enough of me; I have made his life and the life of my children miserable by my constant complaining. ”