outlets, outlets in the physical body, most notably through vomiting or diarrhea. The vomiting and diarrhea of Aethusa possess an extreme intensity, bordering on violence, violence most probably proportional to the unexpressed intensity of the emotional level.
It is interesting to observe the violence with which food, especially milk, that was recently ingested is forcibly ejected. The organism quickly deteriorates to an almost deathly state, so serious is the vomiting. One intuitively has a sense that a similar emotional purging could take place in the patient, a purging that could be so violent as to threaten self-annihilation — death.
When the emotions remain controlled and without outlets for a considerable time, irritability may arise, and can reach the dimensions of fury. Women may, with the approach of menses, display a steady increase in irritability. Tremendous irritability can occur from two days before until two days after the onset of the menses. As the menstrual flow begins to taper off the whole system begins to relax. Some women may say that they experience great sexual desire as this relaxation occurs. As the month progresses the sexual desire diminishes until, with the approach of the next menstrual cycle, it is entirely absent.
The lives of Aethusa patients are usually relatively devoid of sexual concerns. It is not that they are asexual, rather they just do not consider sex, do not think about it any more. Sexual activity has disappeared from their lives gradually in the same way that “communication” with other human beings has gradually subsided. It is as if they have sublimated their sexual energy and directed it instead into their social work or their love for animals. Such sublimation does not take place dramatically; it is instead a gradual, almost unconscious process, a process, which may follow a serious love disappointment. Usually, rather than suffering an immediate big reaction to their disillusionment, these patients seem to become resigned to a life devoid of sex in consequence of a series of small but cumulative disappointments. The withholding of their sexuality makes these persons appear to others as rather serious and unhappy individuals. There may even be a total aversion to sex. One woman said, “In the beginning I had a strong desire for sex, but my husband was not so interested, and so I developed an aversion to sex eventually.”
Generally speaking, however, there is a strong sexual desire, but, just as there is a withholding of other forms of communication, there can also be a withholding of sexual feelings. As a consequence, these