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Materia Medica Viva Volume 1 – Page 116

sensation in his chest. He fears suffocation in the dark and, as a consequence, is forced to turn on a light and open a window. He also fears death; this fear in Aethusa is especially peculiar and striking in that it tends to occur just at the moment when the patient is falling asleep, startling him to wakefulness. It seems that as the patient relinquishes rational control of his mind, the force of his loaded subconscious mind asserts itself in its entirety. Just as he begins to fall asleep subliminal, tumultuous emotions force themselves into his awareness, threatening to overwhelm him, and he starts with a marked fear of death.
In the Repertory Aethusa is the only remedy listed under the rubric “Fear of sleep – fears to close his eyes lest he should never wake,” a very impressive and highly characteristic fear of this remedy. In many cases the Aethusa patient does not want to sleep. He is afraid to go to sleep, fearing that somehow he will die during his sleep. A corollary to this fear is a fear of surgery; the patient fears that he will not awaken from the anesthesia — an expression of the combination of the fear of suffocation and the fear to go to sleep. When he finally does drop off to sleep, the sleep is restless and often interrupted by frequent startings; he talks in his sleep and may even be prone to somnambulism.
There is another peculiar fear seen in Aethusa. As previously mentioned, the Aethusa person has very deep emotions, and although he does not express it, he may feel a very strong attachment to his family. He may dread the thought of a family member dying. The emotions that he invests in his family may be so intense that he literally feels that he would be unable to cope with such an eventuality. He fears that such a grief will cause him to lose his emotional control, that he may go insane. However, despite such a strong attachment to his relatives, direct emotional contact between himself and his family is almost non-existent.
In a similar fashion, the patient is unable to tolerate other situations which may stimulate his emotions. He may say, for instance, “I cannot go into a doctor’s office when there are many sick patients there. I cannot bear to see that someone is suffering.” The Aethusa patient may appear sympathetic, but will never show it in a direct way, rather he will remain aloof, hiding the intensity of his emotions.
The Aethusa emotional sphere is like a volcano, the surging activity within portending eruption, yet it never does erupt. Instead it finds other