that I’ve stopped it. I miss the light since I’ve been abroad. My skin has become a lot worse since I’ve been away from home. (G.V.): Could you spend time in the sun while abroad?
(F.P.): No, I had to wear a hat because of the headaches.
(G.V.): What type of a person are you? Describe your character. (F.P.): I did a little. It’s very difficult.
(G.V.): Why?
(F.P.): I don’t know where to start. I think I don’t live out my natural character because I’ve always been handicapped by my physique.
(G.V.): Yes, but how do you feel inside?
(F.P.): Oh, now I feel good inside. I am content with my life at the moment. If I were healthy, I would say I am happy.
(G.V.): Describe to me this feeling you have sometimes of not being connected to the floor when walking. Is it like flying? Does this happen when you have vertigo?
(F.P.): Yes, it’s like being on a ship in a storm.
(G. V.): Do you get angry easily?
(F.P.): Yes.
(G.V.): What do you do then? Do you come out with your anger or do you withhold it?
(F.P.): I think I come out with my anger.
(G.V.): Can you describe the last time you got angry?
(F.P.): I can be angry and very impatient with other people. For instance, I become angry with my boyfriend when he is very slow, when he doesn’t immediately understand what I’m trying to get at. I tell him I’m angry.
(G.V.):How?
(F.P.): In a moderate way. I don’t shout.
(G. V.): Do you take the initiative in your relationship, or do you follow along with what your boyfriend wants?
(F.P.): No, I have to take the initiative.
(G. V.): Is he the same age as you?
(F.P.): Yes, exactly.
(G.V.): Do you feel that you protect him?