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The Celle Seminars – Page 207

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(M.P.): There was a despair that I have these pains, but now I just feel unhappy about it, unlucky that I have to live with them. But I don’t feel like committing suicide or putting an end to it that way.(G.V.): Have you ever had that feeling?
(M.P.): No, never, because I know it stops and I know that there’s too much yet to go on living for.
(G.V.): When you have the pains do you like to have someone near you, someone to comfort you or just to talk to you?
(M.P.): Mostly I want to be alone because there is nothing they can do. I like just to be alone because I don’t like to talk all the time. It is just too hard at those times; I just sit there and wait until it goes away. Most of the day I like having someone around, but only when they don’t stress me or ask me constantly how I’m feel-ing. Sometimes I do feel like talking, but usually I just like to be alone and wait until it goes away because I feel that other people are helpless when they’re around me. They can’t help, but they see I’m in pain and that’s stressful for me. So, I sit there and wait.

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(G.V.): Is this against Pulsatilla!
(A): No.
(G.V.): There is another point I would like to make clear con-cerning Pulsatilla here: Pulsatilla says that it feels better when consoled, right? What does this mean? This means that Pulsatilla feels better psychologically if you console her the moment she becomes unhappy or irritated. If you go to console her, she will not say, “Go away! I don’t want to see anybody!” On the contrary, she will welcome company. It’s not that your attention is going to solve her problems or cure her headache, but it will help improve her psychological state. This is the idea behind Pulsatilla: she feels a kind of security in having someone love her. When she