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The Celle Seminars – Page 127

there all along. The headache he refers to is a headache which started in his early childhood. According to the report, these headaches started when he was between twelve and fourteen years old, and they were very strong. Later on the patient said that he’d had headaches as early as age seven. Imagine a seven year old with a headache! These were not exactly headaches but something else: a numb feeling, a discomfort; a kind of headache together with a difficulty in thinking, concentrating.
(A.7): I think you pointed out a very important bit of information when you said that his mother never accepted him, argued him down. His main problem is that he is insecure. That’s why he’s constantly trying to determine whether he is right or wrong and what the truth is. I think that’s why he is paralyzed by this ques-tion. All this leads me in the direction of Causticum.
(G.V.): Why? Does Causticum seek the truth, or does he concern himself with what is just? There is a difference.
(A.7): There is a difference, but in this case it might be the same thing.
(G.V.): What is just? And Causticum is always a revolutionary.(A.7): He is kind of an anarchist, he has no connection to any-body, he is completely.
(G.V.): No, you are going too far now in making him out to be an anarchist!
(A.7): Well, not in a political sense!
(G.V.): But you’ve gone too far. You might have been justified in saying that this is a case of Staphisagria – which was given with-out an effect – but he never would have had the courage to start a revolution. Causticum would have revolted against that sort of thing. But this is not the core of his problem. What is really at the center of his illness? Let me ask you a question: Would you say that this person is a closed person, a very closed person, a very, very closed person, or an open person? What would you assume just by looking at him? He seems very, very, very closed, doesn’t he? We can start with this observation because it is a fact that everyone can see. So, we proceed from here and ask