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The Celle Seminars – Page 112

in the afternoon; then it takes several hours before I’m fully awake again.
(G.V.): So, what you’re saying is that, because you are unable to sleep at night, you sleep during the day instead, is that the situ-ation? Now that this has become a pattern, it’s no surprise that you can’t get to sleep until the early morning, considering that you first wake up in the evening. How did this come about? Can you give me an idea of what was going on before this pattern was established? For example, did you go to bed and find that you could not close your eyes, or did your mind race, or were you just wide awake without any particular thoughts at all? (M.P.): This pattern began after Carcinosinum. I used to be able to sleep until noon and then get up, but after Carcinosinum I slept until five or six in the afternoon. I couldn’t get to sleep earlier because I was restless and there was a hammering, beating in my chest.
(G.V.): Where these palpitations?
(M.P.): No, not really palpitations, more sort of a pressing or tearing sensation.
(G.V.): In your chest? Were blood tests performed, especially values for your liver? (Therapist): No.
(G.V.): I don’t understand the diagram of family history that you’ve given me here. What is this supposed to show?
(Therapist): It shows that there were some incidences of cancer on the mother’s side, and that his grandfather had tuberculosis.(G.V.): What are you doing now? Do you have a profession? What are you working as?
(Therapist): He was a student, but he could not continue with his studies.
(G.V.): Why?
(M.P.): It wasn’t just that I thought I couldn’t get through my studies, I knew that I couldn’t. I just managed to pass my exami-nation – I just squeezed through – but after that I knew I could not go any further. I started dealing with subjects that I thought would be more relevant, of greater interest to me, and in this