(G.V.): Did you take Cortisone for these allergies?
(F.P.): Yes, it was prescribed when I was a child.
(G.V.): How old were you then?
(F.P.): It was during my school years. I was maybe twelve years old.(G.V.): When you had that first relationship with the man you later left, did you still have eczema? (F.P.): No.
(G.V.): Did you have facial acne?
(F.P.): I had acne during puberty, but I did nothing to prevent it. (G.V.): When you ended that first relationship, was it because you might have felt very jealous? Did your boyfriend eye other women?
(F.P.): No, quite the contrary. He was very sorry when I left him, in fact he cried.
(G.V.): I see. You were not at all jealous of him during your relationship?
(F.P.): No, there was no reason to be.
(G.V.): You say that there was no reason to be jealous, but could you have been jealous anyhow, without reason?
(F.P.): I find that difficult to answer now.
(G.V.): Because it was so long ago?
(F.P.): Yes.
(G.V.): Can’t you remember what you felt?
(F.P.): I remember very well, and I can’t picture myself as having been jealous of anything at the time. The situation was different in the relationship with my husband before we were married. (G.V.): What was different?
(F.P.): In that very first relationship everything was right. In comparison, my relationship with my husband was initially quite superficial. He turned to other women, or at least one other woman.(G.V.): Your husband?
(F.P.): Yes. I learned shortly thereafter – from the other woman herself – that my husband had asked her to marry him. I asked myself, “What’s the matter with me?” I think this was a natural reaction.
(G.V.): And then the idea of marrying him, the desire, arose?