people without any trouble. I can be critical. I think that I can be more critical of other people than I am of myself. I try to be an honest person. I would also like to be a generous person, but I don’t know whether I am or not. Perhaps I’ve become too hard, I don’t know. I think that’s all for the moment.
(G.V.): You did well. Are you doing well otherwise? Are you happy with the relationships you have right now?
(F.P.): Yes.
(G. V.): How is your sex drive?
(F.P.): It’s not very good. I have the feeling that after my opera-tion I changed a lot.
(G.V.): What was the change? How was it before versus after your operation?
(F.P.): Intercourse is painful now. I’ve dried out. I wish it were different.
(G.V.): Is the desire there?
(F.P.): No, the desire is gone.
(G.V.): Was the desire great before, or was it a normal desire? (F.P.): Normal, yes.
(G.V.): Did you like to have sex more than once a week?
(F.P.): Perhaps twice a week.
(G.V.): The desire was never too high?
(F.P.): I think I’ve always acted with some restraint, with some resistance.
(G. V.): But you enjoyed sex?
(F.P.): Yes.
(G.V.): Do you have any fears?
(F.P.): In what respect?
(G.V.): Are you experiencing palpitations now?
(F.P.): No, I’m calm now, but I did feel palpitations earlier on. It’s probably just from before when I was all uptight.
(G.V.): Have the palpitations returned?
(F.P.): No.
(G. V.): Are you trying to control yourself, to present yourself in a certain way?