I come into contact with dog hair or other animal hair, then the attacks are such that I almost suffocate. It is very difficult for the bronchi to adjust to changes from hot to cold or vice versa. Every time I exert myself, I feel that my body can’t cope; I can’t breathe. My bronchi also suffer spasms when I have to cough strongly.
(G.V.): Do you cough a lot?
(F.P.): Only under acute conditions. I normally don’t cough a lot. (G.V.): Do you bring up sputum when you cough?
(F.P.): No.
(G.V.): Why do you think that you have developed epilepsy? (F.P.): I don’t know. I would prefer not to have it. I just wonder if I am one of those uptight, cramped people. I have also had problems with my gallbladder, and my asthmatic condition. (G.V.): Gallbladder?
(F.P.): Yes, it was taken out.
(G.V.): Have you suffered a lot health-wise?
(F.P.): Yes, I think so.
(G.V.): How do you feel about this? What are your thoughts about this?
(F.P.): Even as a little girl, I thought a lot about it. I’ve tried to cope with it. I come from a religious family, and in a way my mother fostered the belief that in those circumstances my illness is something that I have to cope with.
(G.V.): Yes, I understand that your mother felt this way, but what do you feel? Have you accepted these conditions? Or do you cry and pray?
(F.P.): No, I don’t weep anymore. I have to accept my illness, I have to live with it. After all, I had to go on living my life, and I wanted to go on living.
(G.V.): Do you enjoy life?
(F.P.): Yes, I do. I enjoyed my job, I had friends, I was in a close-knit family.
(G.V.): Can you describe your feelings? How would you describe your feelings today? Do you experience depressions, anxieties or irritabilities? I have to know your inner state.