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The Bern Seminars – Page 86

(G.V.): On the left base?
(F.P.): Yes, but some in other places; he showed it to me, it is the upper lungs also, but mostly down.. I sensed that it was more on the left side, but I have a much stronger sense of heat and sickness up at the top, that’s what I feel.
(G.V.): When you cough, do you have to hold your chest?
(F.P.): Most of the time, no. I have to lean sometimes so that I can get a grip. Sometimes I do that, but I don’t find myself doing that often.
(G.V.): Do you have headaches with this condition?
(F.P.): Oh yes! I have a constant pounding headache and each time I cough it gets much stronger. I think the headache is prob-ably more, and of course the cough, it’s like a very, very, intense flu, this constant, constant, pounding head.
(G.V.): Is the headache all over your head?
(F.P.): It’s all over, but it’s particularly right here. (Indicates a spot)
(G.V.): On the right side?
(F.P.): Yeah.
(G.V.): Is it over your eye?
(F.P.): No, not particularly. And sometimes there’ll be shooting pains up and down this side, right in this quadrant of my head. (Coughs) There’s a constant pounding and heat and pressure in my head, throbbing.
(G.V.): Do you have any fear?
(F.P.): Let’s see, a little bit; I don’t so much now. I actually had more fear before I found out that it really was pneumonia I was quite relieved to know that it was just pneumonia, I was begin-ning to think that it was something really worse than that. My only concern is that it will go on to a point where I’ll be really debilitated because I’ll keep having these negative responses to whatever I try. I’m pretty sure that I’m allergic to whatever drug would be the last resort.
(G.V.): Have you taken a lot of antibiotics in the past?
(F.P.): Years ago, yes I did.