If I overestimate myself, make myself more than I am, and then I see that reality is different, I get such a shock that I am destroyed within a few months. My organism cannot take it! Why? Inflated ego! Show me the rubric in the repertory.
MIND-EGOTISM
act-sp. alco. Alum. anac. anan. androc. anh. aq-mar. arn. aur. aur-m-n. Aur-s. bufo Calc. cic. cich. cimic. crot-t. cur. des-ac. dream-p. eric-vg. fl-ac. granit-m. hydrog. ignis-alc. ina-i. lod. lac-leo. Lach. Lye. marb-w. Med. mere, nice-met. Nux-v. Pall. par. phos. PLAT. plb. positr. ribo. sal-fr. sal-l. senec. Sil. staph, stram. Sulph. tax. Verat.
It’s good to know these remedies, isn’t it? Because, if I had taken the remedy, I would have realized: “Oh, my God…”
I remember the case of a female medical doctor. She told me: “I suddenly started feeling that I am superior. Better that anybody else. I started feeling that my presence is something very important!” I thought: “Oh, good, thank you for telling me that”, and told her to take Platinum. (laughter in the audience) And her Ego was deflated!
She confessed afterwards: “I was arriving at a place with a taxi. And I wanted the taxi to stop in front of the other people, for them to see that I was coming with a taxi!” For her, arriving with a taxi was something big. This is illogical! This is something which is driven from pathology inside, something which you cannot control.
You know, she knew that it was nonsense! “So silly! I came with a taxi, so what? It’s no big deal arriving with a taxi. And yet I still had this feeling that I am important because I am coming with a taxi…” (looks for the rubric “egotism” in the repertory once more)