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Materia Medica Viva Volume 11 – page 2542

You are my only hope. You’re going to help me.” Their gratitude and desperate expectation are conveyed in their look; they want to say thank you but don’t actually say it. They look at you exactly as a beaten dog looks at his master. This image is quite characteristic of Helleborus.
Then there is a Helleborus state when the brain is physically damaged, as in the last stages of a severe blood disorder such as leukaemia, especially if the patient has had chemotherapy or is suffering from encephalitis or a severe pulmonary condition such as status asthmaticus with cerebral hypoxia, etc. Such Helleborus states are the worst imaginable. The idea of Hell, of being in Hell, is what such states are like, so great is the suffering.
In such states there is great restlessness. They try to lie down, and the minute they do so they must get up because of a tremendous anxiety. They do not know what is happening to them. They cannot even say, “Help me!”; they just moan and agonise. Exhausted, they try to lie down again; then they get up and pace back and forth in anxiety and confusion.
They cannot understand what is occurring. You see the agony, the terror they are experiencing. It is terrifying to watch such tremen¬dous suffering. There is no remedy in our materia medica which has more mental suffering.
In the end stages there is no rest; the final state is of real turmoil. The state is indescribable; no other remedy – Aurum, Lachesis, Phosphoric Acid – can come close to such a state, to such agony and stupefaction. What I have so far described is very little of what in actuality occurs inside these patients.
Helleborus patients can become suicidal. It is not a question of deciding upon suicide, rather the Helleborus state is so hellish that it cannot but bring about suicide. It is unendurable. I once saw a