and sexual needs are bad, ugly and evil, and therefore need to be suppressed. This sense of guilt is at the root of the Cuprum pathology. ‘They were not right, the things I was feeling when I was young’, is a description of the Cuprum woman.
Reserve and Hardness
This suppression of fantasies and wishes may lead to a very deep- seated and long-lasting disturbance. After 20 or 30 years of suppres- sion and Cuprum pathology, sometimes not even Cuprum will be able to remove the suppression and its consequences totally. Not only is sexual desire suppressed, sometimes libido is totally lost. Constitutional Cuprum people try to control and discipline all their feelings in other respects.
They have something hard in themselves, you can feel this ‘hard’ quality as strongly as in Anacardium, but it is a different kind of hardness. Their looks make a hard impression; ‘hard against them- selves and against others’. They have managed to discipline their own feelings and urges, and so they continue doing that: trying to control any kind of emotion that might be ‘dangerous’.
It is not surprising that these people are very closed. They impose a discipline upon themselves, and they are also looking for discipline outside. When they look for a spiritual or religious group, these are the people who will choose the group with the strictest discipline. They will take everything very seriously, all the rules and assign- ments and so on. It may take them a while to comprehend and understand the rules, but as soon they have understood them, they will apply them very strictly, without exceptions and for years. They are serious and constant members of a group, remaining loyal for a long time. But they are also constantly cramped, in their mind, emotions, and physical body; they cannot easily express an emotion or even a thought.