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Materia Medica Viva – Volume 2 page 404

complains often of different ailments. It is immediately apparent, when faced with such a patient, that his nervous system is in an excitable state, and that peevishness and fretfulness are its primary characteristics. The muscles of the face twitch; the entire organism trembles and is prostrated: trembling of head, trembling of hands. This remedy’s picture fits that of alcoholism.
In the midst of this nervous state, apprehension and fear emerge; a sensation of fullness in the heart and a feeling of heat emanating from this area make the individual even more anxious. Nausea evokes anxiety, and the greater the nausea, the greater the anxiety. He has the
impression that he is actually going to die. A similar anxiety surfaces during the respiratory problems: the chest fills up with mucus, which he cannot expel, and then he becomes apprehensive that he cannot survive this situation for long. It is not a fear of death that he experiences, but a sense that death is near. He becomes restless and anxious; he worries about what will happen to him. He fears that he will not recover, that this illness will last forever, and then he becomes desperate.
The Antimonium tartaricum patient is an angry person, but the anger tends to be self-destructive, damaging his own organism rather than other people. He will seldom be inclined to violence toward others. If strong emotions arise within him, they tend to upset his system and create symptoms. Consequently, it has ailments from anger or vexation. Some examples are: amblyopia after strong emotions in a pregnant woman; breathing and toothache worse upon becoming irritated; and coughing after anger, especially in children, is a keynote.
In the texts we note, "Dreaded to be left alone even for a few moments lest he should be dreadfully nervous and not know what to do with himself." In Antimonium tartaricum there is a tremendous mental restlessness, a mental unease that frightens him. What he actually dreads most is that this nervousness will overcome him and will become self-destructive, beyond his control, and he will commit suicide. Actually, we see that if this nervousness does become overpowering, he can go into a suicidal mania. In such a state he will rave and not know what is doing. He can be overpowered by thoughts of shooting himself; even worse, he may develop a craving for self-destruction.
The state of excitement of Antimonium tartaricum sometimes can manifest as a kind of "wild," abnormal gaiety, which later subsides to be replaced by peevishness and anxiety.