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Materia Medica Viva – Volume 2 page 367

of confusion following the experience, confusion which compromised their memory of the grief. Only the subconscious mind has registered and remembers the experience. It is after the remedy that they finally realize and talk about, and weep over their experience.
The traumatic experience in Anthracinum relates primarily to interpersonal relationships, such as losing a loved one or someone who was relied upon for help or protection – a lover, a parent, a husband or a wife, not so much a child.
It is interesting to observe in these patients that they look and act as if they were old and tired. They will give you the impression, without admitting to it however, that they shoulder their misery and suffering silently, without complaining, without making a lot of fuss, while at the same time being quite emotionally dead inside. The sense of premature old age is also depicted in the face, which looks much older than the actual age and is covered with very fine wrinkles.
From time to time they will explode with anger, and they can prove quite violent, especially before the menses. Many days before the menses they can be on edge, irritable and impatient; they will shout with the least provocation, especially at their children. Irritability during the night is seen. As soon as the menses start flowing there is relief. Actually, all discharges, whether from an abscess or otherwise, immensely relieve the constitutional symptoms.
In the mental sphere, confusion seems a prevailing state. They do not have a clear idea as to what they want or have to do, and they lack the introspective ability to peer deeply inside themselves and understand their emotions. Many times they have the feeling that death is approaching. At other times there is an inexplicable anxiety that their husband or wife has had an accident after but a few minutes’ delay in his or her anticipated arrival. They can imagine the spouse’s death and the entire scenario afterward up to and including the funeral.
It is also interesting to see the effect of the Anthracinum disturbance upon the sexual sphere. While the emotions are still ensnared as a result of their painful experience, these patients’ free expression of sexual desire is inhibited to such a degree that they no longer care about nor enjoy sex. It is as if they only tolerate the sexual act and refrain from actively participating in it. The indifference to sex, or the decreased desire, can result in an aversion to sex. We observe in