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Materia Medica Viva Volume 2 – page 283

generis. Sometimes they will develop a strange aversion to certain persons and will refuse to see them. They give no reason for their dislike of these people; they just seem to be sensitive to their “vibrations.” They can be quite rude and abusive, especially if they discover a weak point in another’s intellectual argument; sometimes they can be malicious.
The Ammonium muriaticum character – a combination of timidity, pride in his intellectual achievements, and vulnerability to others, yields a personality that is reserved and closed, inaccessible to others.
Grief has a tremendous impact on these people; they react much like Natrum muriaticum. Consequently, Ammonium muriaticum suffers ailments from grief: they become silent and withdrawn, disinclined to talk to anyone. They can sit in one place, absorbed in their thoughts, for hours and can scarcely be induced to speak. They are full of grief and want to cry, but tears will not come. The natural relief of weeping is denied them, much as it is in Natrum muriaticum.
They are easily irritated, but their irritability is mostly kept under control and escapes only occasionally. Their internal irritability is especially pronounced if they have a headache; it is better, as is their general mental state, after eating.
These people lack the wherewithal to assail social barriers, to advance through societal structures. They react to challenges passively rather than aggressively. If they do not like somebody, they will not tell them, instead they will just turn away from them. If they feel they have been treated unjustly, they become silent and withdrawn instead of fighting back. In general, their feelings and emotions are undeveloped.
They can develop anxiety, mostly in relation to their work, their achievements. They frighten easily, about little things, and they startle easily. They wake up in the morning frightened; on falling asleep at night they startle. They are afraid in a crowd and in the dark; they must have a light. Sometimes they may have a slight fear that they will very seldom confess – a fear of killing someone, as well as a fear that they may be killed by somebody. If you examine these patients’ psychology carefully, you will discover guilt and fear dwelling in their subconscious mind. They are liable to suffer delusions that someone is under their bed – an enemy or someone wanting to harm them – or that a sword is hanging over their head.