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Materia Medica Viva Volume 1 – Page 207

puzzle before he can manage making even a simple observation, such as whether he is warm or chilly, etc.
At this stage the patient notices that something is wrong with his mental functioning: “1 have a fear and an anxiety that I won’t do what 1 want myself to do”….or perhaps, “I am not who I think I am.” The latter phrase is illustrative of a peculiar feeling of unreality, especially about the patient’s sense of his own identity, that can accompany the Alumina confusion. The patient may say that when she talks, she thinks that someone else is talking, or, even more strangely, the patient may say that she cannot hear except through the ears of someone else. “When he hears or states something, he has the feeling as though some other person has said or seen it or as though he was placed in another person and could see only through them.” Such information will not be volunteered; it must be elicited by direct questioning once one suspects an Alumina case.
As a consequence of his developing confusion, the Alumina patient can come to feel quite insecure about his mental capabilites,
suspecting, at times somewhat fearfully, that he may be going insane. This insecurity may lead to dependency on other people. His developing uncertainty and irresolution compel him to cling dependently to some trusted person (a parent, spouse, etc.). As the mental deterioration continues, the mind becomes increasingly indolent such that eventually almost all reasoning power may be lost. Alumina is listed prominently in the Repertory under the rubric “Prostration of mind.” Frequently this prostration in women is worse after the menses. The end stage of Alumina corresponds to imbecility or what we today see so frequently — Alzheimer’s disease. It is one of our most frequently used remedies for senility (Argentum nitricum, Baryta carbonica, Plumbum, Secale ).
Even though the emotional level is less affected in Alumina than the mental and physical levels, significant emotional pathology can be encountered. The Alumina patient often develops great anxiety, most frequently in the morning on waking. He may awaken with a feeling that something terrible is about to happen. There is a fear and anguish that the patient himself cannot explain. Frequently the patient may awaken with this anguish in the morning, especially at 4 AM. As the morning passes the anxiety subsides, and by evening it is markedly ameliorated. Many times he may experience feelings of guilt that bring about a kind of indescribable anxiety, but all the same these feelings are described or